Reality Bites.

Yeah it does. I often want to escape from it too, and live in my imaginations because in my mind, I never run out of money, I get to do my dream jobs, I get to wear all the shoes I want, and I get to be with the man I love. In my mind, If only I could live there, I get to snuggle and curl up next to this man, and his face is the face I get to see first thing in the morning…so even if the sun would refuse to shine, I’ll still be happy.
In my mind, if only I could live there, I’ll have the perfect family, the kind that relieves instead of increasing my daily stresses.
In my mind, I get what I want. Canon 5D with complete set of lens and underwater housing, scholarship for KNUA, secret marriage and elopement with my man, a wonderful flat shared with him, and then a career both in pre-wedding photography and film-making. Oh, also I’m a renowned author, someone my man could be proud of.
In my mind, my family does not have financial issues or health issues. In my mind, I don’t have to hunt for stupid jobs that pays almost nothing.
In my mind, I am in love, and HE loves me back.
Too bad these are all in my mind.
And when reality sinks in, I just want to escape. It bites, and it stings!

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