I dreamt of him….again!!!

Why is this so???? I keep on having him in my dreams everytime I dream. It’s not supposed to be like that, you know. I supposed to have fotgotten him long ago. But he keeps on visiting my dreams. Is that what you meant when you said  that you’ll always be here in spirit???

Last night,I dreamt that we were going somewhere….I’m not so sure, But I think It’s a wedding. My ConBrio crush was there too, And I pretended to look at him, when actually, I was looking out for him(XP). In my dreams, He’s unchanged. Like he was when I knew him. I pretended not to notice him. But actually, I keep on stealing glances ar him..

Do I miss him that much? That he’s present in my every dream????

April 30,2008: I palyed soccer!!!!

what a great surprise, eh??? I played soccer for the first time,. It’s part of this “missing him” foolishness and “Jisub inspired” trips. I palyed with noemarie, jenny and Bim-bim and karen too. In the sun!!!! and we were looking so much like a weird team, because we hapened to be all in black and jeans. Well, it was art of the uniform for our speech choir.

frankly, I enjoyed it. even if the sun was killing me and I was so sweaty and disgusting, It was enjoyable. yeah. very. I was hoing,(stilla m) we could play again next time.

To add up to my sports experiences.

haha. coz they’re so few.

Well, should I put here the events of May 1 too???? Okay. Janine embarassed me to death. Yeah really.She called P?? and told him he was my crush!!!! The result???? I hate College Algebra now, coz he’s my classmate in this subject. And I can’t look in his direction too..coz If I will, I’ll die of shame!!!

JANINE!!!!!

kadaku sang sala mu sakun!!!!!

I dreamt about him! Last night!!!!

yeah. I woke up grudgingly this morning, because my dream was disturbed by the bell for the worship. really, who won’t get mad if you just had dreamt about a special person, for the first time, and then only to be disturbed!!!!!

haish!!!

Well, I dreamt that he came back…I was standing by a stairway, and I saw him, looking like himself, only much better! My heart leapt to my throat! (in my dream of course!!!) And I hugged him!!!!! Like a reflex of my heart!

My gosh! then we were in a small classroom, that was suposed to be ummm…my elementary school classroom….there was a piano there, and it was black. I dunno, in reality, there are no pianos in the classroom. Then he sat on the first desk and listened to the teacher. It was my mother!!!!!! and she was mad at me, and she told me to play the piano, and I can’t. I was so embarrassed! Then he looked at me and smiled, and stood up. he went to the piano, and played “canon”, while looking at me.

My heart melted at that!!!

then, when everything’s getting good, I woke up.

Goodness! I miss him! No wonder I keep on getting these weird dreams.